"I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing I could start all over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of faking it. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of needing help. I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. Most of all, I'm just... I'm tired of being tired."
I'm tired of defending myself against them..I want them to either be happy for me or don't and get the fuck out of my life. I don't wanna fight anymore I'm just living my life, actually just trying to get through each day. I shouldn't have to defend myself I didn't do anything wrong yet they have a way to make me feel bad about myself every time I hear from them...and I'm the one that's such a horrible person?!
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Just put whatever they say on the internet. People are a lot less likely to act like assholes if the veil of anonymity is removed.
ReplyDeleteHa ha I should..the old me would have for sure
ReplyDeleteI don't think these people care either way but I've changed and grown up and wouldn't attack these peeps or any peeps, specailly out where everybody can see it. Oh well :/
ReplyDeleteIt's not attacking them. Just showing the world for who they are.
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