10 things about me for tweenty-TEN

1. I'm training to run a marathon-If all goes well I will be a marathoner by the end of the year.

2. Going on vacation-we finally get to take a family vacation after not having one for 4 years this is pretty exciting, even thou technically we aren't a "family" anymore..

3. I'm having surgery-for the first time ever, and I'm excited about it, no more pain.

4. I have cancer-I just found out my cyst is not a cyst but a softball sized tumor sitting on my overie and it's cancerous.

5. I'm losing weight-I have "tried" for years to lose weight (using tried loosely) but it's finally happening and even thou it's mostly due to my medical problems I'm still excited about it. This is the year I'm going to get into shape...I just know it.

6. My ex joined the army and is moving to Germany-he asked me to go with him and I'm leaning towards yes.

7. I'm heartbroken-I had my heartbroken this year and it was horrible but I now realize I knew he didn't love me and I knew he loved somebody else and I know no matter how much I wanted it to be me he loved it wasn't gonna happen..In a strange way I'm glad I had my heart broken, I have a feeling it will work out for me in the end.

8. I have the strongest and most amazing group of family and friends-I don't think I ever realized how lucky I am to have the people I have until these Med. problems and the heart break happened and my family and friends stepped in and became the best support group I could ever ask for.

9. I'm learning to knit-my mom is teaching me and I'm really really excited about it.

10. I'm seeing a concealer and decided to go to anger management on my own-I'm hurt and angry I need to talk about it..

I so understand..

"The hottest love has the coldest end."-Socrates

A few new addictions

T.V.:

Discovery Channels Life-I watch it with my kids, it is teaching us so much

History Channels Life After People-it's just interesting

Spikes Deadliest Warrior-again interesting

Music:

New Moon Soundtrack-love

Lil Wayne Rebirth-seriously amazing, I've never liked Lil Wayne until now, it's like rock meets rap

Life:

Cigs :(-I feel any of the below and I just need one..

I'm back

I'm back!!!

I'm Michelle, this is me and this is my blog..enjoy