The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.

"Footsteps" 49

I got scratches all over my arms
One for each day since I fell apart

I'm tired of being tired

"I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing I could start all over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of faking it. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of needing help. I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. Most of all, I'm just... I'm tired of being tired."

I'm tired of defending myself against them..I want them to either be happy for me or don't and get the fuck out of my life. I don't wanna fight anymore I'm just living my life, actually just trying to get through each day. I shouldn't have to defend myself I didn't do anything wrong yet they have a way to make me feel bad about myself every time I hear from them...and I'm the one that's such a horrible person?!

"Save You" 20

Fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear
And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear
Fuck me if I care, but I'm not leaving here.

Into each life some rain must fall.